In My Devotional Time I Draw Close To God
5 So you have not received a spirit that makes you fearful slaves. Instead, you received God’s Spirit when he adopted you as his own children.[a] Now we call him, “Abba, Father.”[b] – Romans 8:15
God is my Abba according to Romans 8:15.. lately in my life I have found myself drawing close to him in ways that I cannot even imagine. He has been healing me in supernatural ways… that only he could do.
My testimony is… growing up I was severely sexually abused by different people. When I was in my mini-wilderness last October 2019… I sadly had to discover that evil people who I thought were my friends had the mentality that I should just get over it. I found no sympathy from them.. They laughed and rejoiced at my affliction.
When I was going through that wilderness.. God was showing me something so valuable .. “That only HE is the REAL HEALER.” Those friends never loved me.. but God did and that was all that mattered..
Faith In God
What was so difficult about this.. is that I was suffering from the pain of sexual abuse while going to school. Many times I felt so depressed that I couldn’t even do my assignments. Yet I found the grace of God… The Bible says, “do not store up your treasures here on earth.. where thieves break into destroy.”
God had to remind me.. that my healing was more important than money and whatever people perceived of me.. my healing was even more important than being so perfect in school.. that I numbed the pain and fact that I was dying on the inside… God reminded me that I am working for a heavenly citizenship. I am working, looking, desiring, and aiming for the cross.
God Is A Healer
Isaiah 9:6-7 says, “For a child is born to us,
a son is given to us.
The government will rest on his shoulders.
And he will be called:
Wonderful Counselor,[a] Mighty God,
Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.
7 His government and its peace
will never end.
He will rule with fairness and justice from the throne of his ancestor David
for all eternity.
The passionate commitment of the Lord of Heaven’s Armies
will make this happen!”
And The Bible tells us in Isaiah 53 that He was wounded for my transgressions. He was bruised for my iniquities… The chastisement of his peace was upon Him.. and By JESUS STRIPES I am …. In love with God (Healed)!
God Will Always Send Someone To Help You…Focus On Jesus ….
Lord heal me in ways only you can do according to Isaiah 53. Draw me closer to you everday Lord. For you are refuge.. my strong hold in times of trouble.. In Jesus Name.. I pray.. Thank God, Amen.